Dear Diary

Breaking up with a crush of many months made me stop and ask what else I've been romanticizing and where I've began to settle. Suddenly I want to pack my bags. My feet have been planted into Charleston and roots have grown. I love my life here. I love my friends. I cook and go to the beach, I make connections and grow my business. I walk around town and take pictures of palm trees and sunsets. I came here and did exactly what I wanted to do. There is a magnetic energy across this town that has allowed me to unite with the right people at just the right times. Charleston has been my greenhouse, offering the comfort and hot sun I've needed to grow and learn how to stand on my own with ease.

I've learned the art of slow coastal living by tuning into my nature. When I want something from a pure place, it already exists because nature is timeless. This is why I experience deja vus every day now. Because my timelines are collapsing and dreams are coming true. My life quite literally is sunshine and rainbows because I see auras and orbs around light. My intuition is sharp enough that I can follow the directions with no logic and find myself meeting people that have messages or offerings. My heroes journey has felt like a series of quests and riveting adventures to experience the curriculum of lessons designed by my soul. I quite literally remember deciding this life like creating my own Sim personality before spawning into a dream world. You will be a chef, your hair will have side bangs, you will wear lots of green.

I will pack my bags. I will go on an adventure. But then I'll come back... because I love it here. I'm going to be famous soon. I'm starting to think growing online is the next step. But it's scary. I can go up to any stranger and introduce myself in person at any moment. But sharing online is another level. I already post so much nonsense. It just feels natural to me. I love being a freak. My natural expression attracts just what I need at the right time. This is what I need to craft. I need to discipline myself to a posting routine so that I can grow. It would be freeing and allow me to do what I want. And its what I love to do the most. Blog and vlog. Which means this is my current of least resistance to attract the most abundance.

My college self had no idea this is what she was doing with her degree, but she always knew she wanted to pack her bags. Yea I just want to pursue my blogging and vlogging, cooking around the world. My cooking channel will just be a vibe. My instagram will be for personal diaries. This page is where I'll write.